I am going to join a climbing place. I need to do something.. I need to spend what was beer money doing something else, something more adventurous. Something physical.

So my next dilemma is do I book and just chuck myself in on a 6 hour course so I am all up to speed and ready to go. Or do I break myself in more gently and go along with my house mate whom already knows a bit about climbing and can show me the ropes.

I thought about phoning today and booking myself in, but on what is the hottest day of the year, the thought of climbing up indoor walls was not all that entertaining. In fact the thought of doing anything other than sitting still is rather unpleasant.

I even had to drive home from work in my convertible car with the roof on today, just so I could take full advantage of the air conditioning.. for a while I forgot just how hot it was outside. I sure got some odd looks, I think people felt sorry for me and that my roof must have been broken - little did they know I was smiling because I was sat in 16 degrees rather than the 34 degrees they were in outside. I am tempted to go and sit in it now with the engine running.

I feel like I need to be pro-active at the moment or things will just drift. I keep trying to remind myself there is a world out there apart from this show that is taking up almost all my time. So on that note I will phone the island tomorrow and arrange that course! :)

Roll on the 5th of August I say... I have so many plans for when I get my mind back.
First thing on the list is a mini holiday.